Middle of the bloody night

You lucky people - you get to follow my mental meanderings when I should be asleep because I have to work in the morning but can't for some silly reason. Last night I tried to ignore all of the thoughts careening around in my head but tonight I decided that I should be productive during my awake period. Now why I can't make myself do some housework I don't know. That would be extremely productive! But likely wouldn't make me feel as sleepy as lying in my bed with my computer on my lap.